Watching the mourners mourn
And assuming they aren’t saved
based upon their clothes and their cries of greif
Next week my grandma will be gone a whole year from this earth
And I can tell you that while I love the Lord
And know him as my savior
I sobbed myself sick in the front pew
This just hit my heart so hard… My grandma will be gone for 11 years on Dec. 5. It hurts more now than when she passed. Now that I have a child of my own that I wish she could spoil like she spoiled me. Now that I’m marrying the man I never could have dreamed up. Now that I’m graduating college for the first time… All the things that she was supposed to be here for make me so happy but hurt so much. This is beautifully sorrowful.